My dream last night….

As always..my dreams are totally chaotic. So many people…so many places. Very rarely do I have a dream that one situation is going on…and just one or even two people are in them.

I dream every night. Like you. But…I remember my dreams. I remember them from over 20 years ago.

About last night…I can’t even tell you where I could begin or what I was doing, or where I was.

The one main thing that sticks in my head was my father.

Sure…people dream of their fathers all the time.

I don’t.

In my dream…he was a bit younger…like in his 40’s. He was healthy looking….and here is the amazing part….

He was happy.

He had a smile on his face.

I can still see it now.

He was smiling at me. And, that gave me such a good feeling.

Why is that so weird?

My father has not spoke to me in well over a year. Last words to me were “no…I’m not going to hug you!”

The man never smiles.

He is not happy.

He is not healty.

But..it felt good for a moment. He was smiling at me. We were together..having a nice time…and he was happy with me.

But..alas…it was just a dream.